Recently, I was sitting with a friend, and we were talking about the way we connect, from a place beyond personality and history, a place of soul. We noticed how, when we are together, ordinary conversation seems to fall away. Time softens. Awareness widens. It feels as though we are meeting in another dimension of consciousness altogether.
At one point, without effort or forethought, I said, “It’s like the Infinite looking into the finite.”
The words surprised me, not because they felt unfamiliar, but because they felt exact. In the moment they were spoken, something quietly aligned inside me. I wasn’t arriving at a new insight; I recognized an old one. A truth I had been living from for most of my life without naming it quite this way.
When awareness rests in the soul, perception shifts. You are no longer looking at life from inside a limited self. You are looking through life from the formless into form, from the Infinite into the finite. And in that moment of recognition, I realized this has been my orientation to the world since I was eight years old.
When awakening happens early, before the mind has language for it, it doesn’t announce itself as something extraordinary. It simply becomes the way life is lived. As a child, I did not think in spiritual terms. I didn’t know words like consciousness or non-duality. But I knew, intimately, that I was not confined to my body or my thoughts. There was a sense of watching life from a deeper place, a place untouched by fear or grasping. I felt inside the world yet not bound by it, aware of something vast while still participating fully in something human.
To live from soul awareness is to experience life as movement within something infinite. Forms arise, bodies, relationships, experiences, but they are not mistaken for the source. They are expressions, not definitions. From this perspective, the world is not something happening to you; it is something unfolding within you. The Infinite is not elsewhere. It is the very ground from which each moment appears.
This way of seeing does not remove you from humanity. It brings you closer to it. You feel more, not less, but what you feel is held in a wider field that does not contract around experience. Pain may arise without defining you. Joy may arise without being clung to. Everything is allowed to move.
Every so often, you meet someone who feels familiar beyond explanation, not because of shared history, but because awareness recognizes itself. These connections are not dramatic; they are resonant. There is ease, spaciousness, and a sense of being met without performance. When two people meet in this way, conversation becomes secondary. Silence is full. Presence is shared without effort.
This is what I felt in that recent conversation with my friend. We were not trying to connect; we simply were connected. And in that shared presence, the words arose naturally: the Infinite looking into the finite.
There is a common misunderstanding that awakening means transcending life, rising above emotion, detaching from the world, or leaving the human experience behind. But true awakening does not remove you from life; it removes the illusion of separation within life. You still participate. You still love. You still feel loss, beauty, longing, tenderness. But you do so without the belief that your wholeness depends on outcomes.
Life is lived from the inside out, not the outside in.
For much of my life, I did not speak about this way of being, not because it was hidden, but because it felt unnecessary. It was simply how life was experienced. Only later did I realize how rare it is for people to live from this orientation, not because it is inaccessible, but because it is so often overlooked. Most people are taught to identify with form, body, story, role, history. Few are invited to rest as awareness itself.
And yet this way of seeing is not reserved for mystics or seekers. It is the most natural thing there is. It is what remains when we stop trying to become something and allow ourselves to be.
To live as the Infinite looking into the finite is not to claim anything special. It is to relinquish something false, the idea that we are small, separate, and cut off from the source of life. When this belief falls away, what remains is simple, intimate presence. The kind that does not announce itself. The kind that quietly knows.
Well written, DeerHeart! Couldn’t agree more!